If you’re attached, the two of you are about to experience an epiphany — a reawakening of the fire that first brought you together. If you’re not attached, that’s going to change, and soon.
how nice!!
i am now recollecting my traces of memories, and wondering what light the fire that brought us together…
is it the mango, dear? *wink*
a small kind of orange, that is clementine. but the Clementine we met was another species. we met our friends’ colleague named clementine. this encounter had sh
own me how being humble could be very important, and helpful…
in a far far away land of sorowako, yusuf and i met interesting people.
apart from that, i wonder why young people, i mean teenagers, are so easily carried away with some very-dull-and-no-identity way of dressing in the name of so called trends???
let me share a story about a friend. she’s one of my dearest friends… she has been a witty and dedicated journalist for an international economic news wire but recently wants to change her life. her first step is changing her career, and she wants to be a BARISTA! yes… a barista, mind you!
she’s eagerly searching for a barista school (which aint easy in Jakarta) and read everything about barista, just anything she can lay her hands on. i am utterly dazzled!!!
not that i’m a stiff stick who’s resistant to change, but hey…
witnessing how people struggle to have just a decent life has probably left some gruesome burden on my shoulders. how come life is sometimes so unfair? is it unfairness, anyway?
"It is not the fear of losing you that makes me hold your dearly."
That is a conclusion I just jumped into 
Reading all those rubbish and this lament song a colleague has been putting on have probably gotten me drawn into a twilight zone between now and the future. I don’t know for sure which one, but something in the air makes me rethink of all my deeds. Contemplative mode has just turned "on", making Angels and Demons the least interesting story to carry on with, eventhough Langdon is at the most captivating moment.
This is what my sign says today:
"When you’re as upset as you are now, you don’t shout, throw things or make a scene. Your ability to resist blinking for an amazingly long time more than gets your point across. So why bother putting on a show? "
I often said I don’t believe in astrology. Yet what my sign says often boggling in my mind Am I upset? Dunno. But yes, the sky’s a bit cloudy today. So is my mood. Rain’s pouring outside, cats and dogs, giving me shiver down my spine.
"Your ability to resist blinking for an amazingly long time…" What the hell is that suppossed to mean? Why should I resist blinking afterall? Resist, restrain, control, are among those words I am eager to leave behind. Adieu!
